~The Angel~
Even though it's wrong,
you will still love.
Cause there's nothing u can do
to stop ur feelings.
As darkness seeps in,
jus go for it.
But always remember,
to come back home.
As the angel is there,
jus for u....
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i'm so stress now...all of a sudden... i nw then discovered e stress... i cant handle it... with all e things at home, results, exams, n r/s... all e stuffs i do doesnt work anymore... i dun wanna turn to magick 4 help... i'm nt in a stable mind 4 it... i may attract bad energy... e onli thin i can use 2 free my sress is suaning ppl... i dun noe y... haiz! n i oso discovered i get jealous easily... at hm n in r/s... esp in r/s... i cant trust... i will tink bout whether sum1 is tokin to another guy...or is history goin 2 repeat itself...i'm afraid...too afraid... so is at home... haiz! n exam... i'm startin to b afraid of them...wat if on prelim i 4get bout everythin n fail all e subjects? wat if my l1r5 is more than 30? i dun dare 2 ask 4 help...i scare ppl will judge mi... say tat i'm stupid behind my back... i wanna say out sum stuffs bout myself.. but i'm scare of being judge... jus nw i off e com n suddenly alot of things came into my mind..nth positive... sorry if i appear moody or angry in sch...or at anywhere... i hv difficulties controlling my mood now... negative tots hv been coming into my mind... i'm too scared... i dun wan to b alone at home... but everytime i walk into e hse i m alone... then i will slp n when i wak up every1 will either b slpin or doin their own stuffs... they jus treat mi as transparent... my sis doesnt even noe i got A1 for chi... haiz... nnite everyone... i believe i'm goin to b fine
1:25 AM
Angel from hell....
Chan Jia Hong ~Nick~
06/01/1990
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jiahong90@hotmail.com
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