Thursday, August 10, 2006

To make the next few weeks of your life easier, let go of what you can't control.
In Detail
There's one simple way to make the next few weeks of your life easier: Let go of all the things you can't control. Yes, this is easier said than done, but once you start to make the effort, you will immediately get a taste of the freedom it brings. Sometimes, guilt can keep you from moving away from old setbacks, bad relationships or other unpleasant dramas. If you're feeling guilty, ask yourself why. There's no way to go back in time. The only option is to keep going forward!
tis is wat friendster daily horoscope said...izit tellin mi 2 jus let go n dun hv any hopes on u? haha! mayb it's a hint...lol! well...

8/8: went to sch late to celebrate..then we went off abit early...keke! then went home then shower again then jiu go PS with joy n cy..saw zy oso..then we go buy tix then eat...f, ps n mumi was late? yea..they was late...lol! then jiu blah blah blah..took neoprint again..lol! pic at zy's blog..keke =pPp hmm..then go hm online...read sumone's blog... discovered sumthin... my heart jus ache lik hell! i quickly offline n watch cartoon tryin 2 4get bout it...but i cant'' so i went to slp...n i cry until i fall aslp... then wak up i sms tat sumone... i nt goin 2 bother bout u anymore...then i very pissed off...when tok 2 tat sum1 in msn..but tat sumone nt happy oso cos i dun noe...lol! sumthin bout wat i read...hmm... then i did alot of things...then i go slp le...i cry again whenever i tot bout it...then cry until slp...happy dae bcum HELL!!!

9/8: wak up in e morning... my eyes was puffy...mayb due 2 cryin...hmm...online...said alot of things to tat sum1... ask tat sum1 not 2 giv up...haha! wtf is wrong with mi? haiz...i can onli say i'm a fool...lol! then i offline wanna slp...then i was finishin a sms...n was cryin again...yes..i'm so useless...haha! then tat sum1 called mi...i was lik wtf? call mi 4 wat? i'm cryin n u call mi 2 mak things worse? then tat sum1 hang up...haha! then i send tat sms...then we met up to see fireworks...but in e end missed it...lol! meet at 6pm..i wait till 6+ goin to 7pm...stand until leg tired...lol! then they wanna eat dinner 1st..i at hm eat le...n i got no mood 2 eat due to tat matter... then after eatin jason's fren jiale i tink...stomach upset... keep on go toilet... then jiale n leon 2nd mth anni...so sweet...lol! n it mak mi wonnder alot of things again..then go far east... leon buy present for jiale...lol! then they 2 "quarrel"... lol! quite funny actually...lol! then they wanna go RUSH? izit? lol! 1st time go...lol! leon went hm..then jiale n jason dance...jason dance until so funny...keke=pPp luckily he dun read my blog de... so i'm safe..hehe! can say him..lol! then until 3+? nt sure...then raining... lol! then go bus stop... say got NR bus.. in e end tak cab hm...lol! so funny.. no $$ lol...then actualli ask mi 2 giv $16..then bcum $12..then i thick skinned i giv $10 onli..lol! so paiseh...lik stingy lik tat...haha! then i send the wrong sms...i wanna send 2 kor de..but in e end send to tat sum1...so damn paiseh lor... wah lao! to think these kinda things will happen to mi....haiz... then blah blah blah...lol! jiale n leon keep askin mi y i giv up... they say tat sum1 no faith in love...then i was thinkin i oso no faith in love...i tell myself tat sum1 will b e last try...either it success or fail... then tat kinda thing hv 2 happen...nw i tink of it my heart still will ache but i nt goin 2 cry... cryin mak mi so useless... dun noe wan 2 giv up or nt... i hate n love tat sum1...how? haiz..i'm sad bcos tat sum1 can appear to lik mi but still got others..it's lik y nt u jus tell mi earlier...then i can jus giv up mah..nw bcum lik tat... so weird... last nite when u listen to s.h.e tian hui i feel lik cryin...luckily i didnt... lookin at u mak mi hate n love u...haiz....i may appear to b happy but i'm actually not...

12:39 PM
Angel from hell....